IN GODS HANDS

THIS WHOLE WEEK IV REALLY BEEN THINKIN ABOUT HOW CLOSE MY WALK WITH GOD SHOULD ACTUALLY BE! I THOUGHT ABOUT ALL THE THINGS THAT I HAVE BEEN THROUGH IN MY LIFE FOR THE PAST FEW MONTHS AND HOW IV OVERCOME MY SELF PROBLEMS! AS I WAS I THINKIN I RELIZED THAT HALF OF THE THINGS IV DONE AND BEEN THROUGH I ONLY CAME OUT OF IT BECAUSE OF HIM! SEE AT TIMES WHEN WE ARE AT OUR WORST GOD SHOWS US HOW GREAT HE REALLY IS! HOW AMAZING IS THAT??? THERES NO LOVE GREATER OR BETTER THAN GODS LOVE AND WHEN YOU GET HIM IN YOUR HEART YOU CAN TRULY REALIZE THAT ON A PERSONAL LEVEL! IF YOU EVER GET INTO A SITUATION WHERE YOU RELIZE HOW MUCH YOU HAVE BEEN GIVIN BY HIS GRACE YOULL START TO UNDERSTAND THAT A HIGH HEAD AND A NEGATIVE VIBE WILL GET YOU NO WHERE! SEE GOD IS PERFECT BE WE ARE FROM IT AND SOMETIMES HE HAS TO TAKE OUR ALL JUST TO PUT US BACK IN OUR PLACE! PEOPLE TEND TO ASK "WHY GOD" BUT NEVER TEND TO ASK "WHY SELF"! WHEN THINGS GET BAD WE BLAME GOD BUT WHEN THINGS ITS REAL GOOD WE FORGET TO THANK HIM! THATS ONE THING THAT KEEPS US FROM ACTUALLY RECIEVING OUR BLESSINGS. ALONG WITH THE FALLING INTO WORLDLY THINGS! THE WORLD WAS BUILT FOR GOOD BUT THE DEVIL WORKS FOR HIS OWN ACTIVIY AND WE AS "SAVED" PEOPLE ARE HIS 1ST TARGET! "WHY"??? ANSWER IS BECAUSE HE THINKS THAT IF HE ATTACK WHATS SPREADING GODS WORD HE CAN STOP IT, BUT AS MY PASTOR SAY EVERYTHING THATS MENT FOR YOUR BAD ISNT ALWAYS INTENTED TO END THAT WAY! WE HAVE CONTROLL ON THE DECISIONS WE MAKE BUT GOD HAS THE LAST SAY AND JUST WHEN YOU THINK HES GIVEN UP ON YOU HE COMES AND WORKS IN YOUR LIFE LIKE YOU NEVER KNOWN HIM TO DO BEFORE! I ENCOURAGE EVERYONE WHO IS READING THIS POST TO TRY AND HAVE A CLOSER WALK WITH GOD, HIS LOVE AND HIS WORD IS THE BEST THING TO FOLLOW THROUGH THE GOOD AND THE BAD HE WILL ALWAYS BE THERE! & AS ALWAYS I WILL CONTINUE TO BUILD MY WALK WITH HIM AS WELL! SO AS I FOLLOW BY MY LEADERS I WILL BE SURE TO KEEP POSTING POSTIVE INPACTS LIKE THEASE TO HELP YOU ALL AS WELL! GOD IS GOOD ALL THE TIME AND ALL THE TIME GOD IS GOOD! PS. DONT BE AFRAID TO ASK GOD FOR WHAT YOU WANT EVEN THOUGH HE ALREADY KNOWS, HE WANTS YOU TO LET HIM KNOW! FOLLOW HIS FAVOR AND HE WILL BLESS YOU 100 TIMES MORE THAN YOU COULD EVER IMAGINE! THANKS!

COMING SOON

I WOULD LIKE TO TAKE THIS TIME TO DIRECTLY APOLIGIZE FOR NOT POSTING IN THE LAST COUPLE OF DAYS. IV REALLI BEEN BUSY LATLEY WORKIN ON SOME MUSIC FOR A COUPLE OF UPCOMING ARTIST/FRIENDS OF MINE! LOOK OUT FOR A.HALL AND MATT YOUNG! VERY TALENTED ARTIST!





T-RAZZY YEP YEP THATS ME..LOL! TODAY WAS A VERY LONG DAY I GOT A PHONE CALL AT ABOUT 3 SOMETHING FROM A FRIEND OF MINE AND SHE FINALLY HAD HER DAUGHTER{MI GOD DAUGHTER # 2} NAME:JAYDEN LATESHA JOHNSON! YES HER MIDDLE NAME IS MY FIRST NAME! BRINGIN NEW LIFE INTO THE WORLD IS AN AMAZING THING TO DO! JUST REMEMBER TO make WISE DECISIONS AT A YOUNG AGE BECAUSE YOU NEVER KNOW HOW BAD OR GOOD IT CAN MAKE YOUR FUTURE TURN OUT TO BE! BUT GOD IS THE MASTER OFF ALL THINGS & EVRTHING HAPPENS IN HIS HANDS!

FLYER SKATERZ

LAST NITE WAS PRETTY AMAZING, PLANNED ALL WEEK WITH SOME FRIENDS TO GO SKATING..TURNED OUT PRETTY GOOD THOUGH! WE DEBATED ON WHAT WE WERE WEARING FOR THE LONGEST THE WHOLE DAY,I KNEW WE WOULD BUT DANG I DIDNT THINK I WOULD END UP GOING OUT AND BUYING A WHOLE NEW OUTFIT FROM HEAD TO TOE! WE ALL LOOKED FAB.AND ON POINT!

SAW MY PHONE FOR THE FIRST TIME SINCE CAMP, I REALLI HAD HOPE I WAS GOING TO GET IT BACK BUT IT DIDNT HAPPEN I GOT IT FOR THE NIGHT THOUGH, RULES WERE I COULD ONLY CALL OR TXT MY MOM! SUCKS DONT YA THINK! BAD PART ABOUT IT IS THAT WHEN I GOT HOME SHE DIDNT ASK FOR IT BACK BUT LED ME ON AND IT SAT ON MY DRESSER ALL NIGHT I DIDNT EVEN TOUCH IT! I MISS HAVING MY PHONE REALLY BAD, MIGHT JUST GO OUT AND BUY MY OWN BECAUSE WITH THE WAY ITS LOOKING MOMZ IS NEVER GIVING IT BACK & I REALLI GET SICK OF DOING EVERTHING SHE TELLS ME TO DO & GET NOTHING OUT OF IT! SO POINTLESS! OWELL AS FAR AS IM INTO IT SHE MINE AS WELL KEEP IT CUZ IM NOT EVER GONE USE IT!

WE GOT TO THE RINK ON TIME WELL I DID, BUT ONE OF MY FRIENDS GOT LOST AND WENT TO THE WRONGE ONE SO WE WAITED A GOOD 30MINS ON HER TO MEET WITH US! IT WAS PRETTY HARSH CUZ I WAS READY TO GET DOWN! IT WAS $8 ADMISSION FEE AND WORTH EVERY PENNIE! THE WHOLE BUILDING WAS CROWDED WITH DIFF AGE GROUPS AND I ENJOYED HEARING THOSE LIL KIDS CUSS! lol AMAZING THE THINGS YOU LEARN THAT PPL DO WHEN THERE NOT AROUND THERE PARENTS! WE FLIRTED WITH A FEW GUYS JUS FOR THE HECK OF IT AND OUR SKATING WAS AWFUL I COULD HAVE SWORN WE FELL ALOMST 7TIMES BACK TO BACK! ALL AND ALL I ENJOYED MY SELF AND CANT WAIT TO SEE WHATS INSTORED FOR THE NEXT WEEK!

OUR ECONOMY

• US: unemployment will top 10 percent this year

• Credit card delinquencies decline at AmEx, Cap 1

• Strong results at Intel pull stocks sharply higher

• Consumer prices jump, industrial production falls

• Paulson defends his response to economic crisis

• Merck and Schering-Plough settle investigation

• FTC, 23 states act to stop sham loan consultants

WHAT AN OWL BABY

1:07 TODAI CHILLIN AT THE HOUSE WITH MY LIL CUZO! SHES TO FREAKING AMAZING AND ANNOYING TOO BUT I LOVE HER TOO DEATH! LOLX! SO WE WAS JUST DEBATING ON WHAT MY BLOG TODAI AT THIS HOUR SHOULD BE..DIDNT DECIDE ON NOTHING SO THIS IS JUST A RANDOM ONE! OK WELL KEYALLA IS 9YRS OLD AND AS WE ALL KNO WEN KIDS LIKE HER HIT THAT AGE THE SEEM TO THINK THEY KNO EVERTHING AND LOVE TO BE BOSSY! JUST AMAZES ME HOW SMART SHE REALLY IS THOUGH! I CAN REMEMBER WHEN HER MOM 1ST GOT PREGNATE WITH HER..IT WAS A JOYFUL TIME THEN! ABOUT SIX MONTHS LATER WE GOT TO SEE THE ULTRASOUNDS AND WOW SHE LOOKED JUST LIKE AN OWL IN THAT PIC! SO WHEN SHE WAS BORN AND THEY BOUT HER HOME I CALLED HER OWL BABY UNTIL SHE ONE YRD OLD! BUT NOW SHES JUST A INCREDIABLE AMAZING LITTLE CUZO WHO LOOKS BEAUTIFUL AND IS FUN! FAMILY IS ALWAYS THE BEST! LOVE LIFE LOVE GOD! PEACE

WHEN LOVES REAL{IT NEVER FALLS}

ITS 10:34 AND IM JUST SITTIN HERE THINKING ABOUT SOMETHINGS AND ONE PERTICULAR PERSON! IDK WHY HE KEEPS COMING UP IN MY OR WHY WEN I DRIVE BY HIS JOB I FELL THE NEED TO STOP BY AND SAY HAY WITH HUGS AND MABY A KISS! IM SURE I LOVE HIM BUT IM NOT SURE IF HE IS WHAT I REALLY BECAUSE IV BEEN HURT BY HIM SO MANY TIMES! IN SOME PART OF ME WANTS HIM BACK IN OTHERS IM JUST QUESTIONING HOW HE FEELS~THATS ONLY BECAUSE HE DOESNT LIKE TO EXPRESS HOW HE FEELS BUT LOVES TO KEEP GUESSING ON MY TOES! THERE ARE PARTS OF HIM THAT DO MAKE ME HAPPY THOUGHT! HES VERY RESPECTFUL OF MY FEELINGS AND OF ME! A TRUE GENTLEMAN BUT AT THE SAME TIME HE DOESNT KNOW EVERTHING HE WANTS IN A WOMAN OR A GIRL! THAT CONFUSES ME SO MUCH BECAUSE I HAVE A PRETTY GOOD IDEA OF WHAT I EXPECT OUT OF MAN OR A GUY! ITS A TRICKY SITUATION WITH TO BE HONEST AT TIMES! HIS PERSONALITY IS TO KARZIE IN A GOOD WAY BECAUSE I LOVE TO LAUGH AND HAVE A GOOD TIME!{ITS A MUST]! I COULD MAKE A LIST BUT IM NOT GOING TO WASTE MY TIME RIGHT NOW! I WAS REALLI YOUNG WHEN WE MET AND HE WAS MIDDLE AGE! I GUESS I COULD SAY HE WAS MY FIRST AND ITS HARD LETTING GO OF YOUR FIRST LOVE THAT I KNOW! I CANT BLAME IT ALL ON HIM BECAUSE I KNO I HURT HIM MANY TIMES TO BUT NOW THAT I THINK ABOUT IT I KNOW THAT EVERTIME HE CAME BACK OPEN ARMS STILL LOVING ME NOMATTER WHAT! SO I COULDNT OR CANT GIVE ANYGUY ALL THE LOVE THAT I HAVE FOR HIM BY NO MEANS AT THIS POINT IN MY LIFE! STILL I THINK ITS TIME TO MOVE ON AND QUIT DWELLING ON HIM THE WAY I DO BEFOR I END UP WITH A BROKEN HEART AGAIN! ITS TOUGH BUT IM NOT THE TYPE TO GIVE UP UNTIL I REALLY KNO THAT I NEED TO AND HES NOT GIVING ME THE SIGNS TO GO AWAY! SO I THINK DEEP DOWN IN HIS HEART HIS FEELINGS ARE AS DEEP AS MINE! IT MIGHT TAKE HIM LONGER TO EXPRESS IT IN A VERBAL WAY BUT HIS SHY SIGNALS ARE ENOUGH FOR NOW!

INCREDIABLE DINNER

JUST GOT HOME OUTBACK STEAKHOUSE! I ENJOYED MY FOOD TO A CERTAIN EXTENT! SO THE WAITER TOOK OUR DRINK ORDERS AND TOOK 15MIN TO BRING THE DRINKS..THOUGHT IT WAS PRETTY OUTRAGOUSE BUT SHE SAID SHE WAS WAITIN ON ALL THE TABLES ON OUR SIDE! {I UNDERSTOOD THAT} THEN SHE BOUGHT OUT THE BREAD AND DIDNT BRING ANY PLATES OR SILVERWARE!{DIDNT UNDERSTAND} THATS JUST COMMON SINCE THINGS THOUGH! SALADS CAME OUT AND WE STILL DIDNT HAVE ANY SILVERWARE! SHE TRIED TO MAKE A JOKE ABOUT IT BUT WHEN SHE TURNED HER BACK I HAD TO MAKE A FACE BECAUSE IT WASNT FUNNI AT ALL!{LOL}.AFTER ALL OF THAT SHE WAS VERI NICE OR IT MIGHT OF JUST BEEN BECAUSE I WAS ENJOYING MY FOOD INSTEAD OF PAYING HER ANY ATTENTION! OH WELL MY RIBS WHERE AMAZING,A WHOLE RACK AND I ATE EVERY BITE! I WAS HUNGRY BUT THATS NOTHING NEW BECAUSE I LOVE TO EAT! ENJOY YOUR LOCAL OUTBACK YALL CUZ MY MOM SAYS HERES WAS NASTY AND WHERE NOT GOING BACK!GOD IS THE RULER OF ALL LIFE! KEEP IT SIMPLE AND LOVE LIFE!PS....WE MIGHT END UP GOING BACK SHE ALWAYS SAYS STUFF LIKE THAT!PEACE